Hmm whats the point.

Well I woke up this morning after a long battling night to get some sleep to finally awaken with nicotine withdrawls.

Had a cup of cofffe and am really bored with what I am typing. What is the point? Don't really talk like this. Nothing really interesting about all this goody, goody crap we type just to fill a meaningless blog.

Better to go annonymous I think... No one can be offended. I can actually say what I am really thinking. The offensive remarks will then become interesting rather rude obnoxious behavior. Getting the truth rather then saccharine niceties that the world likes to pretend that it is.

Quitting smoking seems to give me a mental case of tourettes. I don't actually say every nasty thing I am thinking, But I am in deep thought about it. And the right trigger could make me say some unforgivable things that I would never forgive myself for saying, and neither would the victim of my verbal assault.

So need to keep my mind busy churning out jibberish until I don't feel so aggressive.